how many days that i spend....
how many night that i spend...
i don know...
i just know ...
i need a bit more courage...
more a bit...
let me can continue my journey...
even my feeling and action too...
me...
optimics...?
maybe just because my heart inside...
want to show you all...
how strong i am...
me...
pretend to don let you all worried...
don let people see through on me...
me...
will always keep smiling infront of you all...
i like to shine by sunshine...
that feel just like...
sky , wind are supporting me...
just like you all...
stand by my side...
to courage me again...
even...
more and more fragile am i...
but...
at last...
me still can be strong again by myself...
i cant wait...
free from care to enjoy my day...
to prove this world is beautiful...
tonight...
rain , thunder continuous hit my roof...
feel like hit my unprotected mind...
i hope...
have a strength to help go through this...
help me once again...
to hold the hand from that dawn...
i look forward the hand that i want...
is me not enough to mek great efforts...
or...
me haven't to accomplish...
yes!!!
i will speed up my steps...
go forward...
