i hate my life...
i say as usual...
i go into my room...
sit on the chair...
and act so boring and tired...
i would like to shout...
blocking away the hatred and the fakness from the outside world...
things are always wrong to me...
there's nothing right in my life...
and there's nothing i can do to make me feel better...
!why must it always be me???!
i draw in a deep breath...
i inhale my troubles...
my sorrow...
my secrets...
and exhale onlydeep hot breath...
all my feelings are struggling to get out...
slowly tears start rolling down my cheeks...
now i'm only concren with all my troubles...
that i just cant't seem to get rid of them...
i can't concentrate on other stuffs...
they start eating away all my other thoughts...
hiding under my covers...
hoping this pain will go...
i look back on my so-called worst day...
and get ready for tomorrow...
!i can get through this!
i tell myself for a zillion times...
!cause this is my life!!!!
