today i went into hyper...
me screamed in the house...
get scolded by mother...
she said:are u crazy!!!if nothing to do,then help me clean the house!..
haizzz....
what can i do...
just obey my mother lo...
when i cleaned my room i found out my old photo...
those are mine photo...
from a baby to kid then children until now teenager....
so miss that time...
when i was a baby,kid and children...
huged by everyone...
kissed by everyone...
so happy that time...
17 years already passed...
until me now is gonna facing my SPM...
everday just know study study study...
so tired about this...
just i tried to calm down...
take a deep breath...
suddenly my tears was dropped...
take a look my photo...
i realise...
me lost my ownself...
because want get something better...
for a better life...
for some quality item...
me almost out of control...
why will like this...
because world is full of cruel and heartless...
because want to defend and protect myself...
i tried to get everything better...
me out of control...
that is not real of me...
i wish i can turn back the time...
to found back my toys,teddy bears,my happinese...
and i want to find...
my sky,my world,my land...
peaceful and happinese land,sky and world....
i will found out one day...
i will...
